This picture is my current desktop.
This picture is my current addiction.

This picture is my current obsession.

I just can't stop thinking 'bout it.

I was discussing it with my mum and brother recently. Mum detests it. That's all. However rest of us(me and my brother) love it. What we were discussing was: Is this pic authentical? Is it really from the WWII? Or is it just a good replica? I'm more to the replica side since the "old" effect doesn't seem to be very realistic. Maybie I'm confused 'cause it has the "PS age" effect on it. My theory is: why the hell would someone do the fucking ageing effect on authentically old pic? My brother thinks that someone just scanned an old photo and thought it would be cool to do the ageing effect on it. However, I still think it's pretty pointless.

Also, I'd love to know who's the man behind the camera. Maybie that would help me to find out the truth. Unfortunatelly I don't. It was used for "Atrium carceri's" album cover. That's how my brother found it.

Oh by the way: if you suddenly became interested why do I even care for this pic I have to tell you: I'm obsessed with history and wars especially. WWII is one of my biggest passions.

Still hoping to find answers, Acid.


Colour your face

Here's some latest make-up styles I had.



Ice Cold Matter


Btw, you may have noticed: I'm growing back my brows!!!

Studs & denim

Oh the late update, but…I’m done with my second little project with studs. This one actually involved more work , but it was less pain-in-ass .

I rarely do denim, especially blue. But I’ve been lusting after this top since I’ve found it in my grandma’s closet maybie 4-5 years ago. But it was waaay to big for me. It’s size 40/42 while I usually wear 36/38. My mum used to wear it about 10-15 years ago. It’s pretty much like corset top: it has corset lacing on the back side(however it was really poor so I’ve changed it) and buttons on the front side. I always thought that it looked so glam/rock’n’roll-ish and now when I’m highly into this visual style it was the time to take this baby down.

Fist thing I had to do was taking the sides in. I took in good 10 cm and it was the perfect fit. It lifts boobies up a bit, but not too much and it ends in the thinnest part of my waist.

After fixing the size I and the top were prepared to work with studs. It was way easier then it was when I did the leather top. I didn’t have to do holes with needle at first so it was a child’s play. This top already had the front panel shaped with lines so I decided to stick with the natural pattern and studed the parts between two lines. Also, the sraps are actually buttoned to be like normal tank top, but I highly prefer tieing them retro style on my neck. I really DO love retro.

In the end I have to say: I’m very pleased with how it turned out and really really really want to wear it. I don’t have much clothing it would go good with, but I really want to go out dressed like I did in the pic. I should probably loose some weight first ‘cause I’m really ashamed of my belly.

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I’m wearing : -My old/new denim top
-New wet-look leggings I bought in “Effigy”
-“New look” heels